frustrated

dear blog.. tonight..i'm so sad.. 

hmm..ntah knape..dpt text dr dye..he said that "mak sy menangs lps dpt tau kite da putus.. awk pergy lpas smua kuage sy syg dkat awk.... "

hmm..ayt dye bt aq rase mcm aq yg bsalh dlm meminx hbgan kitorg dputskn..

salh ke aq bt kptsan dmi mase dpan aq sendr??

knape dye xmeletakkn ape2 ksalhan dye dalm hbgan kitorg??

nape aq yg dlihat sbgai seorg yg kjam??

hmm..dear bloggie..

kitorg puts sbnarnye bsbb..smua dtg dr aq..aq yg minx dlpaskn..

hmm..aq da xtahn dgn prangai dye..

i dun't know y..he keep saying that i have new bf n so on..

tiada kpercayaan langsg dlm dr dye utk aq.. =.="

rase syg aq dkat dye dah xde..

yg tinggl hanye rase sakit..perit..ksabarn dlm menanggung derita tanpe sape2 yg tahu..

aq yg rase..aq yg makn aty..aq yg tanggung smua kate2 dye yg sgt sinis..walaupn ayt dye btapis..

aq sbok dgn stdy,,knape dye xbleh nk paham??

so..salh ke pilhan aq utk lpaskn dye pergy dlm idop aq??

salh ke aq cube cri diri aq yg dahulu?

dkelilingi kwn2..

demi dye..aq hilang kawn..

demi dye..aq puts harapn dlm meminati lelaki krane hanye dye yg ade dlm haty aq dahulu..

skrg??smua dh xde.. 

huh! aq dh mals nk pikir smua nie..ade bf ssh..xde bf..kurg bebn..

aq penat nk pikir tentg smua nie..tp bende nie jugk yg bmain dpikiran aq..huh!

dr skrg aq kne kuat..

hmm..

i will change my phone number..

aq xtau npe..br la aq tkar..skurg2nye aq cube utk jd kuat dgn menjauhkn dr dari dye..

aq mmg pentingkn dr sendr.. aq nk jadi yg terbaik utk mak aq..

itu je yg aq nk skunk..

dear mr.al..

hubgan kite mmg sy xkn dpt lupekn coz dr kite sek lg hbgn nie dbina..

mcm2 angan2 yg kite bina..

kate2 janji..sehidop sematy..

mcm2 yg kite share..

hmm..but now.. ianya dh musnah..

maaf..

sy rase..sy bkan yg terbaek utk awk..

i have to let u go..i have to move on..past is past.. u is my memory..now is my future..

mengenali awk bt sy bahagia.bcinta dgn awk..mgajar sy erti setia..meninggalkn awk mgajar sy utk mjadi seorg yg kuat..

maafkan sy..

he text me back

dear bloggie..

i dunt know y..he text me back..

hmm..

well..kitorg pn baru sgt break up..nk bt mcm ne..

mungkn dye dh bleh trime kot..

aq??dlm proses utk trime yg kitorg dh xde pape n aq single..

aq xnk ape2 komitmen dh ngan lelki..

bt mase skrg..aq nk enjoy dgn life aq..

bg aq..komitmen nie..ssh.. :(

hmm..kitorg text smlm pn..

kjap je..xlame mane pn..

bg aq..bt pe nk text lame2..

bhaye tuk dr aq yg cpat sgt rapuh nie..

aq blom btol2 kuat ag..hmm..

hmm..cincin yg dye bg dkat aq..ntah mne aq letk..xjumpe..

hmm..da bebeks tgn aq..itu lah memori....

hmm..dh la.. mals nk ckap n pikir dh..

kitorg pn dh jd kawan..

so..ok la tu..dr bermusuhan..(btol x?)

k la..aq nk smbg study blek..

buibui..

:)

single + final = forever alone

it's been a long i didn't updated any kind of news about myself..

actually.. i'm single now.. no more boyfriend..no more mr.al in my life..

hmm..stelah bebrape thn kitorg bcintan cintun.. pasg angan2 utk hdup bersame..akhrnye..lebur dgn sklip mate je..

hmm..aq la org yg meminx hbgan kitorg puts..

akhrnye..

aq tsgt la kecewe dgn ape yg dah belaku..

kcewe yg amat..

tp..aq dh cbe trime dgn ape yg dah belaku..

agpn..aq sndr yg minx..so..aq sendr la kne kuat dgn ape yg aq buat..

lg pn..smua kptsn yg aq bt..utk mase dpan aq..

hmm..4get about him now!!

walaupn aq kcewe gler2..

aq mash ade mak aq..org yg tpentg dlm idop aq..

aq ade kuage yg sgt menyokg ape2 kptsn aq..

aq ade kwn2 yg amat myayngi dr ini..

skrg.. aq kne start blaja utk syg dkat dr aq sndr..

btol x??

hehhehe..

ok..stop talk about him..

now aq nk cte..

aq dh nk final exam tuk sem 1 2012/2013..

rase mcm skjap sgt plak..

mcm2 yg aq dpt spnjg blaja di upm..

 aq dr seorg bdak yg sgt pasif mase blaja di kolej..

skrg??

aq jd budk yg sgt aktif dgn aktivti yg ade at kolej pngnapan..

hehhehe..

aq enjoy sgt dgn aktivti yg aq join..

blaja plak??

sgt2 best..kitorg byk blaja amali + teori..(sumpah nk munth!! =.=')

pastu lak..

smua tnge pngajar kat sni sgt2 la sportg + memahami kami smua..

hehehhe..

kwn2 aq..kami smua ibart 1 family co..klas kitorg or seng cte pngamblan dak2 kaunseling utk batch kitorg cume 29org shje..hehhe..so..bygkn btape eratnye kitorg..

cehhh..hahhaha..

k la..

aq rse takat sini je dlu..

pape nanty..aq updated ag..

wish me luck k??

buibui..

^_^

my story

assalamualaikum.. hye my dear bloggie..

lame sgt da xupdate pape ngan mu kn?? aq tlampau bz bebenor dgn khidupan di upm..

hmmm..mase aku byk tluang dgn bz di fakulti..

ke hulu ke hilir pergy ke kelas nye..

pastu bekejr2 tuk nek bus..

seriously xpernh aq bkejar2 n beratur tuk naik bus..

pngalamn hidup aq yg baru.. ^_^

then..

sblom aq terlupe..

nk cte 1 storyyy..

hahahha..

pada 1 n 2 ary bulan 12 ary tu.. 

kolej aq yg tecinte tuu iaitu kpz..

bt 1 event under exco akademik..

hahahah..

nk tau?? aq dilantik utk mjadi ketua persiapan tmpat..

ahhahha..

alya jd ketua wehhh... =.='

serious dugaan byk gler..

dgn asyk kne marhnye..

ayoooo.. xseng nk jd ketua nieh.. ank buah hilang..kite jugk yg kne marh dgn pmantau..ayooo..skit gler weh aty nie..

tp alhamdulillah..walaupn byk gler maslh yg timbul but still sgalenye bjaln dgn lancar + dpt pujian dr pmantau yg lain..yeay!! ^_^

pmantau aq sendr??marh je yg dye tau.. yg kne nye??aq jugk..ayyooooo..

pmantau sengal!!

slesai plak event nie, igtkn bleh rehat..rupenyee..hampeh..

aq dilantik tuk jd ajk publisiti tuk sukza (sukan zaa'ba, kolej pendeta zaa'ba) under exco sukan..

aq pon xpahm nape dorg leh trime aq mase interview ajk ary tu.. da la mase aq gy ary tu.. muke tpkse kottt..  tp nk xnk.. aq da gy n da dapt lak jwtan..(yg pentg bkn jd ketua..yeay!) :)

so.tpakse la trime..

coz ramai da yg da marh dkat aq ble aq cakp aq nk tarik diri.. =.='

tp event sukza nie next sem..

so..leh ag nk berjimba2 ngan kwn2 bnk yg lain..

hahahaha..

aq rase..takat sni dlu story aq..

nanty aq bt smbgan dye k??

^_^

buibui..